Making Me Nuts!

Making me nuts! I found Happy! :)

I am a happy person. An optimistic one! But there were times that I found myself frowning. Of course, everyone does. I tend to be happy even though the situation is a bit shaggy and shaky. I guess, being happy is my choice. Best choice I ever chose.

At this point, I finally knew why some people leave me hanging. Everything is well  and all of sudden they tend to keep a distance. For they know I will be alright in a long run. That I can handle such things without them. Which is not always true! I know I can handle such pain and disappointments, but I am just a human. I'll surrender anytime soon.

There were times that I almost gave up. But God didn't allow me. He show signs, instead. In my weakness, He makes me strong. I guess, I am really destined to be needed by people rather than being in need. 

Life is journey of making decisions. And in every days of life, every decision I have made, lessons that I have learned, I don't have a room for regrets. 

After all, It's my life. No  one will benefit in my chosen journey, but me.