21st ♥

Weee aaare faaamily!
I've got all my brothas with me! :)

12/16         The day that I'm always looking forward every year. It is the most significant date in my life that I would like to thank God for. As years go by and age go high, life offers me a lot of new things everyday that makes my life worth living for.

I have a perfect family, I assume. A sarcastic outspoken Mom that always give me a big laugh, a calm and "The Man of Few Words" Dad, (In contrast with Mom, it technically balance my life at home, lol) And two annoying brothers that keep my life pretty fun. Yes! We're not an ideal family, we have our own flaws but then, as long as we were intact and happy, I could definitely say that we are perfect.

Mom knows how I love Balot and Penoy,
so she bought 1 dozen on my birthday! <3

I am blessed to have my friends. They are few but at least they are true. I never demand anything from them but they give me favors every now and then. I don't know what's in me that they give their complete trust on me easily. People around me are comfortable telling personal things that their other friends don't know about them. Yes I know, I worth their trust!

A cake from overseas!
A very close friend sent this for me :)

Exactly 12 midnight, I received calls, texts and facebook wallpost from my friends. I really appreciate the efforts they exerted for my special day. There were people whom I never expected to do an extra effort on that day. I thank God for surprises! My heart was thrilled receiving unexpected things from people. Life is one way of considering what I am to people around me. I am more of a giver and it makes my heart melt the moment I became the receiver. That's how things work! It's about give and take. Giving with a cheerful heart is worthy of receiving best things in life. 

By: Jhogene Mendoza
Thank you!!! :*

Messages that are worth to keep:       "Happy Birthday! Pinsan! Just stay the way you are. Continue to be good, nice, loving and understanding friend to all of us. I'm always here for you. Thank you sa lahat ng mga kwentos mo sakin. Take care always! God bless." --Rizza Mae Gonzales Cruz  (She's not my true cousin but we treat each other like one. We've been friends since 1st year highschool. She's not even my classmate because she's one year ahead but still we remain close friends.)

"Happy Birthday lil sis Chelsea, may you be well all the time. Stay blessed dear! More power from the Lord." --Dra. Babbet Pe Benito Ulep-Abag (She's one of the best "ate" I ever had. She treat me like a real little sister that well in fact, we're not really related. I love her so much!)

"Ngayon, 12/17/11 ako babati hindi dahil nalimutan ko ang kaarawan mo, kundi dahil ayokong sumabay sa mga nagkakandarapang gustong bumati sayo. Maligayang maligayang kaarawan sayo bespren! Isa ka sa pinaka astig na babaeng kilala ko at malaki ang pasasalamat ko sa diyos na nakilala kita. Salamat sa lahat! Mahal kita, alam mo yon. :*" --Isay Sarmiento (My bestfriend who always give me recognition. I thank her for all the things she has spoke to me. She have the biggest heart that I've ever known.)

Cream Puff!!! From my twin cousins
Ariane & Diane Ramos! Thanks! :))

It feels like birthmas! I love how I received favors from people that day. Everyone was so inviting and generous. Even the MRT and the elevator in our building made my day easy. I made a little mistake but forgiven by people easily. I thank God for everything! Job came at the right time and I've got the best people around. Now, I am contented. :)

YES! I'm a Sagittarius ♐

I really don't believe in Horoscopes. I don't buy the "luck" thing. Only the characteristics of a Sagittarius are within me. 

1.) Sagittarius survives through tough times through self-motivation.

2.) Sagittarius can be volatile, lively, aggressive and will alternate between freedom and laziness.

3.) Sagittarius tend to enjoy being in control.

4.) A Sagittarius is a person who wants to be free. No cages, no boxes, no desk jobs, no bad romance.

5.) Sagittarius is faithful, impatient, generous optimistic, blunt, and enthusiastic.

6.) You may think that the goals of a Sagittarius are a bit out of reach but watch, they will make it happen.

7.) Loyalty means everything to a Sagittarius; just be true.

8.) A Sagittarius will love you forever, just be honest with them.

9.) Ask a Sagittarius anything, and you will hear the truth.

10.) Sagittarius won’t hide shit from you. Upfront is their game.

11.) Telling a Sagittarius to keep their thoughts to themselves is like having a ticking time bomb in your possession.

12.) A Sagittarius woman is likely to be spontaneous, full of fun, relaxed, casual, and oriented toward a win-win scenario.

13.) Sagittarius needs friends who are always willing to try new things and go to new places.

14.) If a Sagittarius is attracted to you, they'll let you know.

15.) Never call a Sagittarius a liar, it's like a punch right in the face to them.

16.) Sagittarius are the kind of friend you can call in the middle of the night crying & they will get you to forget about your problems.

17.) Sagittarius signs know exactly what to say to piss someone off.

18.) Sagittarius will give their last to help a friend out.

20.) Sagittarius lives life to the fullest & refuse to have regrets.


21.) Sagittarius balance loyalty with independence.

22.) When a Sagittarius loves they love hard because they're not quick to just fall for anyone.

23.) Sagittarius is truthful, generous and sincere.

24.) Sagittarius is honorable, honest, and trustworthy.

25.) Sagittarius put off a strong mask of not needing anyone, no matter how much they need help.

26.) Sagittarius keeps working for what it wants.

27.) With Sagittarius, what you see is what you get, there is no faking anything.

28.) A Sagittarius has street smarts.

29.) The motto of Sagittarius: I'm a lover of life & live with passion for fun.

30.) Sagittarius is adventurous and easily bored by routine.

31.) Sagittarius like the simple things in life.

32.) Sagittarius find pleasure in making people understand. That's why they make good teachers.

33.) Sagittarius are some of the best people to have around a campfire due to their jokes and stories.

34.) Sagittarius doesn’t intend to be seductive. They just are.

35.) Sagittarius can be at work on 7 things at once so long as it's challenging.

36.) Sagittarius signs are honest people.

37.) Sagittarius are one of the few signs that make friends easily.

38.) Don't tell a Sagittarius that what they want is impossible, they will set a goal to prove you wrong.

39.) Sagittarius shows themselves through actions not emotions.

40.) Sagittarius lovers don't like stale relationships and will always try some way to make it fresh again.

41.) A Sagittarius is the co-worker with all the jokes around the water cooler or coffee pot.

42.) Sagittarius is often disappointed in people. Not everyone is as honest as they are.

43.) Sagittarius are always said to be flirty and playful. True but when they love, they are very loyal and committed.

44.) Sagittarius do not need to ride your coat tails, they blaze their own paths.

45.) Never ask a Sagittarius how they feel about you; you won’t get the answer you expect.

46.) Sagittarius spends a lot of time trying to understand how you feel and they appreciate it when you return the favor.

47.) For Sagittarius class, style and originality matters.

48.) Sagittarius radiates a sexy confidence that attracts everyone.

49.) Sagittarius is a no-nonsense sign.

50.) Tell a Sagittarius what to do and they will tell you to get lost.

51.) Sagittarius is generous, open-hearted, compassionate, and energetic.

52.) Once a Sagittarius is pissed leave them alone for awhile, they will come back around in no time.

53.) Sagittarius accomplish more than others because they are a sign of action.

54.) A Sagittarius woman loves for her man to be sweet but rough at the same time.

55.) Sagittarius always manage to get out of whatever.

56.) Sagittarius is the perfect match for someone fearless and who loves adventure.

57.) Sagittarius has a good outlook on life, and it rubs off on the people around them.

58.) Sagittarius needs mutual honesty in a relationship.

59.) Sagittarius are sometimes confused with being rude when they're just being honest.

60.) You might be able to knock a Sagittarius down but they will bounce back and brush it off as if they merely tripped over a rock.

61.) Sagittarius advice is telling people what they NEED to hear, not what they WANT to hear.

62.) The Sagittarius women has nothing to hide and you'd better not, either.

63.) Sagittarius embodies the Archer. Once they have their sights on you, nothing can keep 

them from their target.

64.) Sagittarius are good at keeping ex's as friends.

65.) Sagittarius is the warmest people you'll meet, always cracking jokes, complementing you and always bringing a smile to your face.

66.) Be careful, Sagittarius likes to talk shit.

67.) A Sagittarius woman will tell you exactly how she feels.

68.) Sagittarius loves independence.

69.) Sagittarius get irritated when the sense of adventure fades.

70.) Sagittarius are flirty but picky so consider yourself lucky if they choose you.

Tip: "DON'T MESS UP WITH A SAGITTARIUS." ;-)

I miss...

Stick O. Comfort Food!!!

On this day, I miss my childhood. I miss being a kid! Those were the days that I'm worried about:

"What food to eat for miryenda?"
"I want Pancit Canton while watching Doraemon!" 

"How will I escape grandma this afternoon because she wanted me to sleep every siesta time which I really hate?"

"What game to play later?"

"Looking forward for the weekend cause after church, we'll be going to the mall and ask Mom to buy stuffs."

I really enjoyed my childhood. I used to play with the boys coz I don't like my girl neighbor's attitude. Or I just simply don't like to play with dolls. Rough games are the best game ever. Whenever I see a bed, I feel-like to play wrestling. I love playing guns and shoot every people I see.


I grew up with three guys around me. Dad, and two bro's. And seriously, there was a time that I encountered identity crisis. I've no emotion or feelings toward another gender. Emotions were dead. A zombie-like feeling, seriously. An oh, I would like to thank those persons behind my realization that I am a real girl. Hahaha!


But what I really miss the most about being a kid, I had no idea what real love is. (YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN HERE) Before, I thought it's already love when I tell someone that I like him and whenever I see that boy, I smile right away. 


As I grow older, I'm expose to the real world.

Love is not a love until you give it away. You can give without loving. But you can't love without giving.

 Commitment/Committing is a decision that requires a serious agreement. Heart is a living thing that could be hurt and die. So don't mess up someone's heart! 


We may not bring back our childhood, but memories and lessons will remain forever. So as we grow much older, create more memories as we can! We are living only once, make the most out of it.

Making Me Nuts!

Making me nuts! I found Happy! :)

I am a happy person. An optimistic one! But there were times that I found myself frowning. Of course, everyone does. I tend to be happy even though the situation is a bit shaggy and shaky. I guess, being happy is my choice. Best choice I ever chose.

At this point, I finally knew why some people leave me hanging. Everything is well  and all of sudden they tend to keep a distance. For they know I will be alright in a long run. That I can handle such things without them. Which is not always true! I know I can handle such pain and disappointments, but I am just a human. I'll surrender anytime soon.

There were times that I almost gave up. But God didn't allow me. He show signs, instead. In my weakness, He makes me strong. I guess, I am really destined to be needed by people rather than being in need. 

Life is journey of making decisions. And in every days of life, every decision I have made, lessons that I have learned, I don't have a room for regrets. 

After all, It's my life. No  one will benefit in my chosen journey, but me.

The Universal Language

WHAT IS LOVE?

C: "Love starts with a letter L." Having said that, I know I make sense. Did I? Of course, I did.

Well, Love is the simplest reason why I smile.  A life changing feeling that overcome my fears, doubts and guilt. It gives me an initiative to do things more productively. Butterflies in my tummy with a shiny shimmering tantalizing eyes that is already communicating and tell the people around me, "Hey! I've never been this happy."

For an instance, I express love though my craft... Writing poems. Being sweet to anyone is not my nature unless he might give me  the reason to be one. I guess, the sweetest gestures are really unplanned. And if you are going miserable because of love, I guess that's not love after all.

Love is a positive thing that empowers you and not to ruin you. No one has the right to tell you that you don't know what love is or how you should love. For I know we have our own different ways on how we define and how to express love.